Matt. You wrote the guilt paper yourself? Monday, February 1, 202112:34 AM

Matt. You wrote the guilt paper yourself?

Monday, February 1, 2021

12:34 AM

It was the winter of 2001.

I needed a paper to submit to the graduate schools for entry.

I thought of what I could write and I wanted to write about the Scarlet Letter.

The transformation of the letter A really rung true for me.

I decided to write about this.

A picee of my life came together as I wrote this paper during that month of December.

It was during the writing of which I called Dr. Young and asked for recommendation letters.

I would go to the library to write it.

I had my NESE notebook that I wrote it in.

And I remember taking it with me to the office of Dr. Young to give her a present.

She was not in the office so I laid out my notebook and worked on it on the steps when she showed from from the above stairs.

She saw me and she seemed pleased.

I gave her the small regrigerator picture frame and she tossed it onto a cabinet opening the door and called me stupid.

I almost tripped on my way down.

 

I finished the  paper thinking of the thesis I had read in Medieval class where we read the Greene Knight and more that we had to look up. The reference…. I didn't have much all but the cliff notes. I divided up the structure of the book in my own way thinking that is what they do. And there was Rev. 임영수's lectures on inner child self that getes so maltreated that brought a light into my misery so I included it in the reference. So it was done.

 

I brought the paper to 종로 유학원 where a unni was managing all my graduate school applications.

And that next semester of spring 2002 I submitted it to Ewha as the graduation thesis.

I was able to help out 이지현 when she needed to write her thesis …. I had taken several courses in English Literature with her because she started to major in it herself later than I had. I gave her the information about thesis and that she can look them up in the library.

I had taken 영문학 배경 with Dr. Young with her.

 

If it wasn't for the graduation thesis we had to submit I would have kept the paper to myself.

 

 

I thought that was how papers were supposed to be written.

I thought of how in elementary school, an assignment is given and you think and do it on your own.

 

 

Leo has told me not to eat and that he would pick me up but I went down to eat at my father's plea.

 

Leo: We said we are not giving her any more chances and she tookit awhen young said we need the paper and we decided to give you gin a chance to write the paper and see where it goes.

She didn't want no. she made herself be pleasant.

Leo was going to give me one more chance and I said I will try again and that did it.

 

 

On this paper, I don't know what the theme will be yet.

 

You gin.

You can write whatever you want.Leo.

 

Okay.

I will put Leo spirit's life lessons and lectures on the reference.