A conversation on love and life doings.Sunday, June 27, 20219:11 AM

A conversation on love and life doings.

Sunday, June 27, 2021

9:11 AM

I will bless this girl. She loves even a dying pup with no name. God.

Saturday, July 24, 2021

5:15 PM

What do you think makes a woman love?

Leo.

 

When she finds him in her heart?

You Gin

 

What do you mean by that? Do you mean she likes him or he is her soul or he makes her feel love?

Leo.

 

Gratitude might be one. Do you think memory functions only after death? Time spent with him?

You Gin.

 

Way off target. Interesting meat but nothing more. You are not being honest here.

Not fair.

Leo.

 

I don't know how to put what I sense of you. Something like you are right for me. But that is vague and can be thwarted with the least introduction of you being attentive to another woman.

You Gin.

 

Fair answer.

That why you digressed?

Leo.

 

(gently) why do you ask? Yeah.

You Gin.

 

I think you don't think enough.

You just go with whatever.

Easy to deal with but really hard to get to know.

Leo.

 

Like why gentle at that?

Leo.

 

Felt like sincere pursuit. Felt cornered actually a bit.

A hot pursuit is more like it.

I like it.

But it makes me breathless.

And it does make me wonder how much of it I can really take.

You Gin.

 

I want to know why you breathe shallow. Leo.

 

You think I should think and breathe more deeply. That does free.

You Gin.

 

Make me yours. But How?

Leo.

 

Be on my best behavior and hope it bites or mesmerizes?

You Gin.

 

Sincere  and true. Hug?

Leo.

 

What kind of a hug?

You Gin.

 

Stalling.

Leo.

 

No, not really understanding.

You Gin.

 

Find a man and settle down was not your ideal?

Matt.

 

I wanted to find someone I could be friends with and let's say belong to was a concept that I adapted.

You Gin.

 

So settle down was not a concept that you bought.

Matt.

 

It wasn't the main in my love concept but I never thought I would be this liberal.

Or could be this liberal.

You Gin.

 

 

Are you playing it by the ear?

Leo and Matt.

 

Quite a bit and what I really feel in this situation.

I doubt I would be this liberal when it is dealing with a more ordinary man or someone I feel I be wifey to rather than his love.

You Gin.

 

Breathless?

Leo.

 

What do you do after you corner?

You Gin.

 

I sic.

Leo.

 

Then do I end up being a zomb?

You Gin.

 

No. that hurts.

Leo.

 

I know.

You Gin.

 

No. I make you a love for me.

And I make you live for me.

And I dote on your love and make it a life of mine.

Leo.

 

What do you do to make it true?

You Gin.

 

I give my own. Leo.

 

Love?

You gin.

 

No. My body. Leo.

 

Matt. How badly can a mind fight over a body?

You Gin.

 

No chance.

Matt.

 

I say a chance you will be mired more.

Leo.

 

You got me there. I know next to nothing about body.

You Gin.

 

Why don't you say more?

Leo.

 

Are you being aggressive? A death toll on me.

You Gin.

 

Say you are stupid too.

No. I am being honest.

Leo.

 

No reason to.

You Gin.

 

I thought I would relish.

Leo.

 

I get tense and don't want to say more.

You Gin.

 

Fine. Leo.

 

I would like to know about your ideals on love since you refuse to say more. Matt.

 

I want to learn more about the realities of love rather than dwell on my ideals now. You Gin

 

Don't want love but want me?

Leo.

 

It will take quite a while for me to figure that out. You Gin.

I don't know what wanting love means especially wanting the love of a man.

But if you have the love of a man you don't want then that could be misery.

What would be wanting you and not loving you?

How do you keep persisting wanting a man you don't and can't love?

I guess my ideals are starting to spill.

I guess I know how to be attractive some as well.

You Gin.

 

Why do you love?

Matt.

 

It brings me joy.

You Gin.

 

I could exit here.

That would make me so dignified.

But I have another reality here.

A crouched up figure and a very easily crumpled self at the least nudge.

And a weird mode that just is very unseemly.

That is another or the face value reality and a little deeper of mine.

So let me stay a little longer to ease into the other reality, my face value? And um. Be truthful. Or at least try. Like professor says, there is no such thing as a truthful person and she has a point.

You Gin.

 

Mom and dad getting ready to leave for church?

Leo.

 

Yeah. Yes.

You Gin.

 

Go.

Leo.

 

I crawl out of between your legs.

You Gin.

 

You Gin.

You were cornered.

Leo.

 

Yeah.

You Gin.

So I crawled out of between your legs.

You Gin.

 

Leo,

I don't know what I would do if I didn't like you about this cornering.

I think I am actually…..

You Gin.

 

See you.

Leo.

 

See you.

You Gin.