professor.... I will write you here. a letter for everyday.

professor,

why don't I write you here?

Of my woes and daily undertakings

of my dilemmas and sad envoys and songs with joys to share.

 

It has been so long 

since I last saw you that no picture comes to mind 

when I think of you.

 

Long goes the heart and its yearnings

and my passion for you still outlives my days

 

I am studying English grammar and writing for the hopes of perhaps getting to teach them.

 

If I had been a better student, who knows how to get around

and make myself in the world

it would cost you a lot less heartache

and I rue it so, professor.

 

pehaps with God's guidance and love

I might make it to a normal living sufficient to fund myself in the future to the day I decease, professor.

 

I am meeting Leo and sharing love with him is what i am thinking.

But he with his circumstances to take care of and his life to live

I am not sure if we will be able to make it to each other.

 

I will come to this site 

and write you

and leo.

and matt.

You all have been wonderful to me and I shall repay.

 

since opening this blog was God's idea and yours to have booted as well

I am grateful.

 

I would have been so sad otherwise

and my grieving would have known no limits.

 

Love,

a student,

you gin chung