Child. I want you to talk with Leo about your future. God.Tuesday, November 2, 202112:16 AM

Child. I want you to talk with Leo about your future. God.

Tuesday, November 2, 2021

12:16 AM

 

Leo, what do you think my future will be like? You Gin.

 

Child, I want you not to anticipate on your future but to discuss your relationship with him. God.

 

Child, Lucky and Happy and Bambi were very happy.. You gave them a lot of tasty food. God.

 

God, you gave me a lot of tasty food, Lord. They were delicious and they enlightened my soul, Lord. You Gin.

 

Child, you gave a lot to happy. God.

 

God, you wanted me to give her a lot of meat. You Gin.

 

Child, you wanted to give it. God.

 

God, I didn't know. You Gin.

 

Child. Love sprouts in your house now. God will bless your family. God.

 

Lord God, Thank you. You Gin.

 

Child, you need to tell the dogs that you need to bark. Every time. Bark Bark Bark Bark tell them so. And child, since they had your food, they will heed. And when they do bark. Bring them food. But if you don't have any, Pet them and love them. God.

 

Leo. Will you have a conversation with You Gin? God.

 

God, she won't…. You Gin, what do you say about our love? Leo.

 

I want to think of your hair. You Gin.

 

Then I want to think of your boobs. Leo.

 

I want to think of your handsome face. You Gin.

 

I want to think of your good heart. Leo.

 

I want to think of your clear resonating voice. You Gin.

 

I … Leo.

 

I want to think of your sound mind and heart. You Gin.

 

I want to think of your beautiful bod. Leo.

 

I want to think of your person. You Gin.

 

Why? Leo.

 

Because I feel concern for him. You Gin.

 

Why? Because I am pathetic? Leo.

 

No, because you are a person. And every person is fallible. You Gin.

 

You Gin. Why are you concerned about every one? Leo.

 

I just am. But if you are my love, I want to be concerned about you too. You Gin.

 

Why do you want to be concerned about my hair? Leo.

 

I just like your hair. I don't know if I meant that I will be concerned about …. You Gin.

 

You are not concerned about it? Leo.

 

I want your hair to be alive and shiny! You Gin.

 

What if I lose it? Leo.

 

I decided just now that I want the remaining hair to be alive and shiny. You Gin.

 

May I have a lock? You Gin.

 

Yes. You Gin. Leo.

 

I want to keep it in my treasure box. You Gin.

 

What about mine. Matt.

 

I think I want a picture of your smirk, Matt. You Gin.

 

Don't you want a picture of my smirk? Leo.

 

I want a pubic hair too, Leo. You Gin.

 

Fine. Sounds a deal. Leo.

 

Well, what next. Leo.

 

I want to think of your courage. You Gin.

 

I want to thank your courage. You Gin.

 

What else. Leo.

 

I want to think of your audacity and kindness. You Gin.

 

I want to thank your audacity and true kindness. You Gin.

 

What else. Leo.

 

I want to think of your love and fairness. You Gin.

 

I am showing off the self I hope to be here. You Gin.

 

What if I don't love you more than my mom. Leo.

 

I think it wouldn't be love then. You Gin.

 

Do you see. You Gin. Leo.

 

 okay. But leo, are you trying to teach me only? You Gin.

Do you love me more than your mother? You Gin.

 

No. Not yet. Leo.

 

Do you see a possibility? You Gin.

 

Yeah. Desperately. Leo.

 

Do you want a painting? I will paint your mom. You Gin.

 

No, I want a picture of you rather. Leo.

 

I mean that. Leo.

 

Why do you think I will love you ? You Gin.

 

Because I am love. Leo.

 

I think I will love you because you are fair. You Gin.

 

I see. Leo.

 

How do you want to be fair to me? You Gin.

 

I will not think of you more than other women that I met and loved. Leo.

 

I like that. You Gin.

 

Do you mind if I think more of you than any other men? You Gin.

 

No. But why don't you want to think about your dad more. Leo.

 

He is not my man. You Gin.

 

But he is your father. Leo.

 

I am going to try to update him on my doings maybe perhaps everyday. You Gin.

 

You definitely get my issue. Leo.

 

I like you because you are fair. You Gin.

 

You don't like my love. Leo.

 

I don't know about your love. You Gin.

 

Do you want it? Leo.

 

What is in it for me? You Gin.

 

I thought you wanted me to love you more than my mom. Leo.

 

I am not sure…. You Gin.

 

You Gin. I love you more. Leo.

 

I would like it but I don't know if I want it. You Gin.

 

I won't love you more than any other women. I will just like you more. You Gin. Leo.

 

I don't think I will mind that. I think . You Gin.

 

You want me to like other women more? Leo.

 

No. I want you to like me more. You Gin. For real. You Gin.

 

Why? Leo.

 

I think I am nicer. You Gin.

 

I like you because you are fair. Leo.

 

Maybe that is being nicer. You Gin.

 

You think being fair is being nicer? Leo.

 

I think I do. It wouldn't be nice if it is not fair. You Gin.

I think… I didn't know.

You Gin.

 

I think you like being fair because you are concerned about everyone. Leo.

 

That is true. I think. You Gin.

 

Why do you think…. Do you think that is being nice? You Gin. Leo.

 

I think that is being nice. Yes. I think . You Gin.

 

Your concept of being nice differ from other men. Leo.

 

How does it differ? You Gin.

 

I think you want it to be fair for everyone in a way that is loving to all and happy for all a n d every one. Leo.

 

I want everyone to be happy. You Gin.

 

Do you think I have the potential to make damn people happy? You Gin. Leo.

 

I think God can make everyone happy. And I think you won't stoop to evil. You Gin.

I think you won't compromise. You Gin.

 

Why do you think I won't compromise. Leo.

 

I just think you won't. You Gin.

 

Why? Leo.

 

You don't compromise in your movies. You Gin.

 

That is true. Leo.

 

I think you can be violent though. I may not know that. You Gin.

 

Well, that is true but not really. Leo.

 

What didn't I compromise. Leo.

 

Directors and your concept of love. You Gin.

 

True. Leo.

 

What do you think of my performance. Leo.

 

I don't know. You Gin.

I think every actor is a good actor.

I rarely see someone that I feel is a bad actor. You Gin

 

You Don't think I am outstanding. Leo.

 

I don't know. You Gin.

 

But you think I am fair. Leo.

 

I think you are. Despite your strong personal preferences. You Gin.

 

Models? Leo.

 

Yeah. And boats. You Gin.

 

And parties. You Gin. Leo.

 

Yeah. That too. Are you more into alcohol or drugs? You Gin.

 

I am more into sex. Leo.

 

I am small. You Gin.

 

That is no problem. You Gin . Leo.

 

Because you can get big. Leo.

 

What if the bone opening is small. You Gin.

 

No but the bone is not fixed there. You Gin. Leo.

 

But the soft bone. It can't extend can it? Must there be an opening between the bone? You Gin.

 

No but it can stretch and it won't be so big like a fetus head. Leo.

 

Oh. You Gin.

True. You Gin.

 

Do you think this way? Leo.

 

I don't know. You Gin.

 

Do you love logic? Leo.

 

I don't know. You Gin.

 

Do you like sense or nonsense. Leo.

 

I think I would like to be sensible. You Gin.

 

You Gin. Do you mean to say you like nonsense? You Gin. Leo.

 

I don't know. You Gin.

 

Do you like life or you like love. Leo.

 

I think I sort of like humans. You Gin.

 

Do you like hate or love. Leo.

 

I like like. You Gin.

 

You are sensible then. You Gin Leo.

 

But I am not sensible. You Gin.

I think . You Gin.

 

No you are sensible. Very sensible. Leo.

 

I am? You Gin.

 

You Gin. Why do you like your mom more than me. Leo.

 

I just do I guess. I suppose that is true. You Gin.

I don't know why….. You Gin.

 

You Gin. A man should love his wife more. Not his mom. Leo.

 

Really?...okay. You Gin.

 

A girl should like her dad more. Not her mom. Leo.

 

How do you know? A girl might like her mom more is she is more right. You Gin.

 

I think your dad is more right. I think your mom is appealing to your feelings. Leo.

 

But she is a woman. And she is more vulnerable! You Gin.

 

She is making use of it. Leo.

 

How do you know. Maybe she is more hurt. You Gin.

 

Your mother will find happiness if she learns to love your father despite her hurt. Leo.

 

My mom blames father for all her hurt. You Gin.

 

Why. You Gin. Leo.

 

She wants someone to blame. You Gin.

 

What do you think she wants. Leo.

 

I think she doesn't want to blame herself. You Gin.

 

Why. You Gin. Leo.

 

Because she feels she is to blame. You Gin.

 

No. Because she doesn't want to take the blame but want someone else to. Leo.

 

Do you get it. Leo.

 

Why does she love herself? You Gin.

 

Because she is not happy. Leo.

 

Why am I blind. You Gin.

 

You need to learn. You Gin. Leo.

 

What does she think happiness is? You Gin.

 

You Gin, she knows pity make her happy. Leo.

 

Why would that make her happy. You Gin.

 

You Gin. Like makes you happy but love doesn't make you happy. Leo.

 

Did grandfather pity her because she is not a son? You Gin.

 

No. Grandmother pitied her but her father wanted her to be a son. Leo.

 

Is she making herself a victim? You Gin.

 

No. She makes her own be like a victim. She never does but is done by others. Leo.

 

Why does she want to make me a victim? You Gin.

Because she wants you to be pitied no but happy because she is your victim. Leo.

 

I don't get that. Leo. You Gin.

 

No You Gin. You have to getit on your own. Leo.

 

That was hard, wasn't it. I am sorry. I couldn't help it. You Gin.

 

I appreciate the ask for help. Love your love. You Gin. Leo.

 

How am I  able to love when I haven't been loved. You Gin.

 

Because you have beenn so unloved that you love more ferociously tha n any one else. Leo.

 

Why does my mom hate? Leo…. You Gin.

 

Because she loves herself. Leo.

 

Why do I not love myself. Or hate myself You Gin.

 

You Gin. You don't love yourself. Leo.

 

Are you using me? You Gin.

 

No. I am not. Leo.

 

I believe you.

How does Joey use me? You Gin.

 

He is not loving you. You Gin. Leo.

 

How do I love Joey? You Gin.

 

You are not. Leo.

 

Do I love because I hate myself? You Gin.

 

No. yOu Gin. You love because you care for others. Leo.

 

Why do I hate myself? You Gin

 

Because your mom hates you. Leo

And you think your mom is right. Leo.

 

Excuse me. You Gin.

 

A son would like any other women more than his mother or would love his mother more than any other women if she is an exemplary. You Gin.

 

No. A woman is not loved because she is exemplary but for who she is. Leo.

 

You don't like your father more than any other men, do you?

 

No.

Maybe he is not my type.

You Gin.

 

No. but he wouldn't be love even if you loved him. Leo.

 

What if a father happens to be his daughter's true love? You Gin.

 

You have to tt God. Leo.

 

Do you have that trust in Him? You Gin.

 

You Gin, Let's focus on your problem.

A son doesn't love his mom more than other women.

If his mom had loved right. Leo.

 

Did my mom love me wrong? You Gin.

 

She pretended to love you very effectively but wasn't love. Leo.

 

How did Nancy love Joey? You Gin.

 

She sexed his feelings by making him love her. Leo.

 

So. Making him incapable of lovin g a woman but a love that selfish him. Leo.

 

Nancy wants to be loved. Is that because Joe doesn't love her? You Gin.

 

No. She feels she is so love that she must be loved. Leo.

 

Is that a misconception? You Gin.

 

Yes. Leo.

 

How is that? You Gin.

 

Because when you love, you don't feel you are love. Leo.

 

You know you are love because you don't feel you are love? You Gin

 

Do you know that I am love? Leo.

 

No.  You Gin.

 

No. You Gin. Nancy loves b ecause she want to be doted on. Not loved. Leo.

 

Why would you want to be doted on. You Gin.

 

You love yourself. Leo.

 

Does mom want to be doted on? You Gin.

 

Yes.

 

Is that why she loves falsely? You Gin.

 

No. But she wants to be right. Leo.

 

So she fakes a right. You Gin.

 

Well, she wants love. Leo.

 

She wants to do something wrong and yet want to be loved for it. You Gin.

 

She wants love regardless of her actions. Leo.

 

So? Or but she blames others for all her wrongs? You Gin.

 

She wants love regardless of her actions so she blames others for her wrongs? You Gin.

 

No. She wants love regardless of her actions while she blames others for her wrongs. Leo.

 

Incredible. You Gin.

 

Excuse me. You Gin.

 

Why does blame make mom so unhappy? You Gin.

 

Does blame make you happy? You Gin. Leo.

 

No. it is unbearable. You Gin.

 

And? Leo.

 

But I coped with it. Jesus? You Gin.

 

No. You dealt with it. Leo.

 

Nd you overcame it. Leo.

 

I took the blame and decided to be responsible. You Gin.

 

Or at least I tried to do something about it. Maybe take the punishment? You Gin.

 

Or resolve not to do it again? Leo.

 

I think I wanted to act differently from how I was in the wrong. You Gin.

 

God wants people to be that way. Leo.

 

How perfect is mom? Or how perfect is a human being? You Gin.

As perfect as me? You Gin.

 

No. Leo.

 

What about you? You Gin.

 

No. Leo.

 

What makes you more perfect than me? You Gin.

 

My love. Leo.

 

My Love? You Gin.

 

No, my love. Leo.

 

How come you don't think it is your Love then? You Gin.

 

Because my love is short for not loving other humans beings. Leo.

 

That makes sense. You Gin.

Thank you. You don't need to say more. You Gin.

 

Why not? Leo.

 

Because it would harm you. You Gin.

 

Excuse me. You Gin.

 

Why can't I love Joey? You Gin.

 

Because you don't have love. Matt.

 

I love thought. You Gin.

 

No. you don't love. You logic love and give love that you mk love. Yatt.

 

So that is not real love. You Gin.

 

No. But you do real well with doing what you think and believe is right. Leo? Matt.

 

Well, you don't love you make love as you think is love. Leo.

 

You don't love but is true to people. Matt.

 

How do I be true to you, Matt? You Gin.

 

By loving me. Matt.

 

Okay. I will love you in the way I can. How does that make me make love? You Gin.

 

You Gin. We humans know what love is. But we don't always be aware and we fall short of love. Leo.

 

Why don't you love humans? You Gin.

 

Because they are evil. Leo.

 

Do you think I can help you love humans? You Gin.

Is that why you love me?

Is that okay?

You Gin.

 

Yes. And that is exactly why I want to love you gin. Leo.

 

Why do I love you?

Because I want to be loved with love?

How do you martyr yourself.?

Is it avoidable?

You Gin.

 

No. you gin.

That is why.

But I am this way and it is hard to live any other way than be an actor. Leo.

 

How do you speak the truth. I don't see any of it. You Gin.

 

I make love by having people be seen.  Leo.

 

I don't get it. Was Titanic a mistake and Romeo and Juliet a dream you had?

You Gin

 

No. Leo.

 

It was all in your anticipation? You Gin.

 

Well, no but I knew what I wanted to do. Leo.

 

You definitely know your own mind. You Gin.

 

You do too. Leo.

 

Is that love? You Gin.

 

Your mother does not tell you the truth about you.

She lies saying she knows.

She doesn't know. Leo.

 

Is she blind. You Gin.

 

Is she desperately trying to figure things out because she is better than dad? You Gin.

 

Is that a mistake? Leo.

 

Sort of. It was made as it came up and is a mistake perhaps. Could be. You Gin.

Or am. You Gin.

 

Fine. I get you now.

Leo.

 

I wanted to say, is she desperately trying to figure things out because she can't see? But is that because she blames everything on everyone else?

But she blames her faith on her parents? She merits them and doesn't blame them.

You Gin.

 

I think you know. Leo.

 

Because they loved her? Devotedly? So she wants dad t o love her devotedly.

And why does she think she is going to get it by having him love me

Because she thinks the guilt will make him love me?

Where is she wrong.

You Gin.

 

She thinks her mother devoted to her. But her mother devoted to her sons. But her mother loves you more than her and she doesn't know that.

Her father loved her more. So she think s her mother is the same.

But your father, she was wrong because she thought he was her father.

Her father was more guilt driven rather than love driven. Leo.

 

How did her father love her more than her sister? You Gin.

 

So grandfather loved mother more. You Gin.

 

Your father loves you more. Leo.

 

Does mom think her father loved her sister more? You Gin.

 

My dad appreciates sis more. You Gin.

I think he loves her more or at least respects her more. You Gin.

 

Geriatric patients want love to pamper their guilt no but their inability to move.

Nd you now know that you don't love older generation because they are vulnerable but because of their life they lived. Leo.

 

You love your mom, she made you think you love her because she is weak but you loved her because she was right.

You respected her because of it but in truth she was a liar why? Because she blames all for her wrongs to God and not herself. Leo.

 

Excuse me. You GIn

 

Why can't I love Joey? You Gin.

 

Because you can't make him love you more than Nancy. Leo.

 

Why not? You Gin.

 

You don't love him, you love Leo. Matt.

 

I abide by truth? And not falsehood. You Gin.

 

You Gin, dumb but smart. Not smart and dumb. Leo.

 

Excuse me. I don't understand. You Gin.

 

Why isn't mother blaming grandfather? Is it because she can blame dad? You Gin.

 

No. She doesn't blame him because he doted on her. Leo.

 

She didn't blame me because I doted on her. You Gin.

 

Do you think you get what you deserve should by my motto? You Gin.

 

That is the truth? Leo.

 

So Nancy liked me because of my doting on her unprecedented? Or because I have the potential to dote on her unprececented? Or because I can dote on her son unprecedented or her son can dote on her for real and sure forever now? You Gin.

 

Because her son can dote on her. You Gin. Leo.

 

Her father Nancy no but your mom. Loved her because she was right. Not because she was vulnerable. But her father loved her vulnerable. Leo.

 

Did she use it or did he use it? You Gin.

 

He um, was like me. He wanted to do her good because he loved her. You Gin.

 

She hates being vulnerable. Leonardo. You Gin.

 

Do women love you because they can't deceive you or because they want to deceive you? You Gin.

 

They want to cripple you? You Gin.

 

Do you receive perfect love when you love perfect? You Gin.

Which means you will always love more perfectly than me? You Gin.

 

I see.

 I have potential to love perfect? IS that why you are my love? You Gin.

 

Yes.

 

Then you will always love more perfect than me and I will always love more perfect than other women and men? You Gin.

 

No. You will love more perfect than any other woommen. You Gin Leo.

 

Okay. Then I deserve your love. You Gin.

 

Do I love really very much more than other women, Leo? You Gin.

 

No. You Gin. Leo.

 

Am I more loving than other women, Leo? You Gin.

 

I don't know, You Gin. Leo.

 

Nancy wants her son to be devoted and you to serve them and him to dote on her. Leo.

 

What does dad want? You Gin.

 

You to be less than her other sons and daughter. Leo.

 

Does he want me to be devoted to him? I don't exactly think so. You Gin.

 

No. He wants you to love him for a man. Leo.

 

Is he thinking that he can get his way possibly? Leonardo. You Gin.

 

No, he thinks he has his way. Because you are conceding. Leo.

 

Does he honestly thing I am that dumb. You Gin.

 

I think you give that false impression. Leo.

 

Does he think I am putting on airs? You Gin.

 

No. I think he is making himself loving. Leo.

 

I think he is. You Gin Matt.

 

Does he love mom? You Gin.

 

No. Leo.

 

I will compare, Leo. What does mom want. You Gin.

 

Your mom wants her to be happy and you miserable. Leo.

 

Why? Leo. You Gin.

 

If I be happy then will she be miserable? You Gin.

 

She will be happy if you be miserable and nothing more or less. Leo.

 

Doesn't she wanted to be doted by dad and Jess and Jed? You Gin.

 

She wants you to be miserable more than anything. Leo.

 

Does she know about Nancy? YOU GIN.

 

No. I am not telling. Leo.

 

Okay. thanks. You gin.

I love you.

 

 

Do you like it? You Gin.

 

Can Jed love? You Gin

 

jNo. Leo.

 

Why not? Leo. Matt. You Gin.

 

Because your mom made everyone look wrong. And her woman would always be wrong and never right. Leo.

As long as your mom and your Jed is in harmony, the woman will never be happy.

 Not because he wants to be doted on. But he wants her hi

 

But jess is more right than mom.

You Gin.

 

No. Mom is more right than Jess. Matt

 

Does mom make herself look right by making all the other people look wrong?

She approves then the person is right she disapproves then the person is wrong

Jess believes who

And does dad believe her

And does nancy

 

You Gin. You need to understand your mom has her right more than anything because her grandfather was right.

And her grandmother was wrong

? Leo.

 

No. Grandmother is right too except she loved sons more htan daughters and put them down while she thinks her sons are any good. You Gin.

 

No. but her grandmother was more foolish than her father and she is not foolish but more right than her father. Leo.

 

Why did she hide the jojoba oil ?

 

Does mom make herself look right by making all the other people look wrong?

Does mom make herself look good ?

You Gin.

 

Your mom makes her self look good by making herself right.

You Gin

Leo.

 

Really right? Or fake right?

You Gin.

 

So it does not matter whether other people look more right than her.

It is just that she wants to merit by looking right.

You Gin.

 

You Gin. Do you know why you are not sensible? Leo.

 

Because I am logical? You Gin.

 

No, because you see so many dislogic that your logic is confused. Leo.

 

How come you are not confused. You Gin.

 

I would rather know. You Gin.

 

Because I love right. Leo.

 

How do you know that your love is right. You Gin.

 

 

 

 

Why do you never go without giving something when you receive?

Do you have a story or do you just doing that ?

Leo. And Matt.

 

I just don't like it. If I am receiving such and such in all this then I should give something in return or I should give well, someone that you are with something. You share what you received or try to pass it on.

Giving joy is always a satisfying experience or exhilirating experience.

 

Leo. What is an excruciating experience for you? Joy or Pain? You Gin.

 

I have a question for matt. Um. Let me think. What is passive for you? In your own definition? Do you prefer being passive or active. I can never tell. You Gin.

 

A passive active transtitioner? You Gin.

 

What so here goes Matt what do you think Leo's excruciation is? I cannot fathom.

You gin.

 

You can ft my passivity? Matt

 

No. It is just that I am more concerned with Leo's excruciation right now. Could you help me. Or am I asking wrong….. What do you think because I don't think that guy will ever tell asked or not. You Gin.

I hope I don't regret that. Matt. Be nice. You Gin.

 

When you see a hurt you just don't pass? Leo.

 

I passed by young. You Gin.

 

It is because you are assigned? Leo.

 

Maybe. You Gin. Or because I started knowing and you are my person. You Gin.

 

Why do you never say a word that makes people happy but you make people unhappy by being so miserable yourself. Leo.

 

Maybe that is something you feel and find something to do about whatever that may be. You Gin.

 

I can't help being the way I am, can I?

 

Will you help me? Leo matt? I these people are putting their hearts into this if they gi well even without

Maybe can you help me professors as well? 교수님 매트 레오 help me

 

 matt, would you bring in the professors ?  You would know

 

 You are the one who opened my eyes to the fact that fly traps with fake baits or sticky traps are such a mean inhumane ways to kill flies

 

Why are you looking at me? Leo.

 

You are a true environmentalist. Do you is the artic a national park? You Gin.