닭장의 일Friday, June 18, 20217:51 PM

무언가를 한다면 그것에 대해 많이 알면 알수록 좋은 것 같습니다.

 

닭장을 도는 것에 대해 어제 생각을 해보았습니다.

닭장 시설들의 작용 원리에 대해 잘 알면 좋겠다는 생각을 했고

닭장 시설 소개 비디오를 보았습니다.

거기엔 이런 내용이 실려있지 않았습니다.

 

I find it hard to take in the chickens, the feeds and the trays, the waterline height and whether there is a spill and the dead chickens that I have to pick up as I do my rounds.

I don't feel organized when I do the rounds.

I have to think on the rounds and the chickens.

You Gin Chung.

 

 

6/19/2021 2:18 PM

God,

Mom says she will do rounds with dad at the chicken farm.

She decided against me going in and doing rounds.

You Gin Chung.

 

6/20/2021 3:10 PM

딸 유진에게,

네 말이 아비가 사랑이 진실되이 내비췸을 보거니와

나 역시 너와 동의하는 것이라.

하 나 님.

 

하나님,

당신과의 이 대화가 없으니

참으로 고갈이 된 듯 한 느낌이 듭니다.

하나님의 말씀을 읽어야겠어요.

정유진.

 

하나님,

하나님께서 제가 닭장에 들어가는 것을 막으셨습니다.

이것은 제가 도피하려는 감이 있었습니다.

지금 당면한 과제를 하기 싫으니까

좀 의무적인 무언가를 주어

배워보려고 하려는 노력이자 시도였습니다.

하지만 당신께선 이것을 막으셨습니다.

아버지와 대화를 하였습니다.

아버지께서 어머니께서 반대가 심하시니

네가 일을 찾아서 해보라고 하셨습니다.

 

하나님

일을 하기 싫습니다.

공부도 하기 싫습니다.

아무것도 하기 싫습니다.

하지만 하나님, 이제는 합리적으로 무언가를 해야 먹고 살 수 있다는 생각이 듭니다.

주님, 제가 지금껏 한 것이 무엇인가요?

울먹이고 싶습니다.

엉망인 제게 엉망이지 말라고 얘기하고 싶습니다.

예수님 이름으로 기도드립니다, 아멘.

6/26/2021 9:16 AM Joan, know that you gin will give you a make up tool of three set of brushes that she has been using slight. With it try to put on make up for thee. I do appreciate you not going in detail about your looks but You Gin and you both will need to learn to put on makeup.

G o d of Magog and Gog.

 

Joan,

You know You gin better than Charles.

You know how she lies to make herself look stupid and dumb while doing good.

You know what she likes rather to seek heart but not to do herself credit.

Be jealous of Nancy no more for she knows that Nancy is a not so true woman.

As you already know and repel.

Jennifer is a true honest heart and love though she is not like You Gin.

Care for her for she needs thee.

Call her and find her aware of this matter for God had You Gin forward an email to her.

She will not reject you but will find means to help you on your way for she knows Matt.

God.

 

God will not lie unless it is something you have to figure out on your own.

G o d.

 

Joan. You Gin must not be dictated to thine beliefs and knowledge.

G o D.

She knows a great deal more than you might suppose for she has been in a lot of schools more than you have and learned a lot more. She is a rational girl with many thoughts in her. She rarely abruptly makes a judgement unless she is absolutely sure it is so. Don't push her. She needs to make up her own mind.

Some things that you believe are rather myths rather than truths and I do not buy it greatly. I am not a God who is controlled by subsidies of stupid practice but love and might and honor and glory. I have my own ways of manifesting the necessities I see the world has.

I am not blaming and I am not seeking to avenge anyone but to love and gesture everyone to love and might and honor and glory as you have well thought and love.

Child, You Gin is already intent on respecting you. So don't break it by being mandatory about some things but give free leave for that is what takes place in academic worlds and You Gin is not quite there but yet knows the basics of academia for she has been in graduate school for two years before she quitted due to voices.

God had her come out of graduate school for her to do and be right.

I will not have any false moves made on her through tapering and sensations.

(a break as in crevice)

(returns)

You Gin will not find it easy to regain control of her actions as she is dictated in almost all moves by God at home. She will do as God wills and has been getting the practice for over 10 years. You Gin won't lie on purpose so if you ask her, she will tell you. Last time at the farmer's produce sales day, she wore the pin just to satisfy God's Will for her. Mr. Alan took it right and smiled.

This is not You Gin writing so don't put her into what she write to you. Love God.

 

6/26/2021 11:18 AM

Joan,

You Gin, in her determination to obey, suddenly out of her credit card bought a plane ticket in middle of semester to fly to San Diego.

God.

I do think it excessive but she put to action what was planned by Me. I gave her a meet with Leo in Chicago through this. She is not aware that this is really true. God.

Her father came to Chicago and picked her up after a long day at work in the chicken plant. Her mom phoned and did nothing. God.

 

Charles,

Must I say, You Gin is better at obeying than you both?

Must I reprimand all the rest of this age just to satisfy both you and Joan's views on Me and My Works?

If it is wrong, accept and shuck your views.

Not hold mightily and stubbornly to these and claim them Me.

I have Spoken.

God Almighty.

Find reasoning for yourself in the bible and disregard my personal Spirited messages to you that I give out of the mouth of a child of God honest and true and devoted in all her ways.

God.

 

She out of her disbelief gave all that she had. Lest it might be Me that spoke to her.

And You out of your stubborn hate and demise for the people of your selves bring judgement on a fellow asian girl who was the most trusting and sacrificial living being on earth?!!!

Make sense!.

God.

 

Child, Be not abashed. For what I say of thee is truest to every dang cadence of its meaning. God in Devil works so do not say she was possessed solely by the devil. She was true to me in most of her ways and gave her very best to appease not but to obey my words as they come best to her common sense as much as possible. I had shown you both what she did and you still say she did for her own greed? Not such ever for she always with love did what I told her and not the vain greed that could arise from such an undertaking.

She honest and true gave everything, even her own personal decency away to get this done and you afraid of what?

God.

 

Loved God and did all that He tld her to do.

Never did anyone wrong even in the face of criticizing her mother and gave her a fair chance in her every writing she does for herself. Never unjustly blame others nor blame their actions wrong towards even herself. Never claiming righteousness for herself but finds her humble in the face of God even it means that she look crouching and stupid.

 

 

And you say she is a devising girl with no merit? I say you false. God will not be appeased until you in person demise your own selfish greeds. She never claimed Leo wrong for she was willing to let him be. Don't abuse her or I will say a word of … and you will both end up in hell fire.

God.

 

Let's see who is more faithful. You whites or that damn Asians !

God.

 

 

Pastor Charles,

I don't know why I am aiming to marry a white person (with the condition that I have).

You Gin.