9.30.2022 Matt's supplicationFriday, September 30, 202212:49 PM
9.30.2022 Matt's supplication
Friday, September 30, 2022
12:49 PM
You Gin,
Do not eradicate what we have been doing.
I understand that you don't want to be dictated.
I understand.
I understand your fears and your worries and your apprehension in doing the voices.
But it is needed.
Don't back out.
I beg of you.
I also would like to say, we are doing a big project there. Please comply.
We need you to do what we have started out to do.
It will help other schizophrenic and other people who need help with work, and laziness and way way way more to say the least.
Please I beg of you.
Stay.
Matt.
If that is the case, I am willing to comply.
Matt, it was such a hassle and I felt I was going out of my mind dealing with mom and lies and the voices and the lies and so forth.
And I felt I was going against God with all the Queen thing
And I felt I wasn't doing what I was supposed to do.
I confronted myself and found that I wouldn't be able to manage Leo's household even if I was given a chance let alone a country's affairs with my very limited knowledge.
And I don't think I am all that of a good writer.
Can you believe it?
I was also confused about how much of the improvements I thought I made were a tangible reality.
That it wasn't just a leaning that snapped back or sidled back to its original position.
I didn't see myself a strong individual ready to meet the storm
But a shrinking back dependence overcoming me was what I was feeling.
You Gin Chung.
You Gin,
It takes a whole lot of love and strength to get to where you need to get to.
But the initial steps are such as you experience.
It does not get there in a solidified form of strength and love from the onset.
You start to acquiesce such a trait and it has to strengthen.
Leo.
Love trickles and wounds a great deal for it to shine and brighten others and their lives let alone yours.
Leo.
I see…....I see, I see.
You Gin.
What must I do to strengthen myself?
You Gin.
You live your best. Matt, Leo and 영. 수용. 경.
딸 유진아,
내가 네게 얘기하노니,
딸아, 네가 레오나르도 디카프리오와 맺어질 것이다.
네 성품이 자아진 그 모처럼의 말속엔 그윽한 진심이 보이는구나.
딸아,
하 나 님의 사랑을 거역치 말라.
하 나 님.
딸아, 네 성품이 지나치지 않으면 마음을 모르나니 마음의 진짜는 네 사랑에 있는 것이 아닌가 한다.
딸아,
하 나 님을 알라.
그리하면 네 길을 찾을찌니.
하 나 님.