Leonardo..with your request….what I think of HollywoodSaturday, September 3, 202210:23 PM
Leonardo..with your request….what I think of Hollywood
Saturday, September 3, 2022
10:23 PM
September 3, 2022
I revered Hollywood once upon a time but after so many talks about the immorality of the place,
It got stuck to me as a place of sexual immorality.
I find that it is everywhere where professionalism exists except perhaps more technical fields,
Please forgive me for my rude phrase use….sleeping with seems to be the norm.
I grew up in a Christian background where this was sin more than anything.
I bet a lot of the ladies and gentlemen here were the same, I dare say.
Then it was the money making arena.
If you want money then that is where you would go.
It was a place of overspending and luxury as well.
I had wishes for fame and money at one time.
But acting was not my specialty and I was told we wouldn't have a chance at all, people like us.
I never dared to dream.
I have yet to know what Hollywood is truly like.
Yoo Gin.
I want to say, life makes us imbeciles of the crowd.
We don't make people proud of who they are but she would make us people of greed.
I say we ditch the girl.
Ben.
That is how the world sees.
She benign takes the word for word.
Leih.
What do you want to say to Leo?
I am uncertain about how I feel about everything.
That I am not sure I know what to think and what to make of things.
That I need to be more knowledgeable to be even a pretense of a critique.
You Gin.
And at your age, you can say such without a feel of shame?
Jihil.
I am sorry, but I have led a very shameful life.
You Gin.
She hadn't the will to live for a long time. And her mother wasn't much of a promoter of joy and motivation.
She deterred rather than promote.
Leo.
Are you saying you can't know for now?
Leoihl.
I think that is what I am saying. Yes.
You Gin.
What would you say you stand in the actor's guild?
Leo.
There have been people many I feel who has shown me kindness and whose worth I was able to glimpse a tiny bit.
I would say I am in favor of many actors at this point.
They seem to be very humane people with a lot of heart, generosity and talent.
They don't seem stuck up or frigid but truly humble people.
You Gin.
Why do you say we are humble?
Lmatt.
With great talents, most of you don't look down but up to God.
You Gin
Anythin else you would add?
Leo.
And you have compassion that shows in the films that you make.
The right kind of mind that moves the world.
If it was fake, the movies would not be moving.
And you don't look down on people.
You love the very face of humanity.
You Gin.
My harlotry seems evident to all. Leo.
What would you say to what you already know too well, my being a harlot of men?
Leo.
Your reasons were not of harlotry but of gentry.
You Gin.
But harlot is a harlot. Leo.
Even for a same sin, God looks at more behind it, I think the bible says.
Surely there is a difference.
You Gin.
What makes you think there is a difference? Leo.
Then would you say a hard man making someone miserable by being hard is the same as a hard man trying to fix his ways and via the path made a person miserable?
You Gin.
No. But I chose this life. Leo.
Why? You Gin.
Why can't you say you just can't make me go away? Leo.
I am not about to throw cold water on all your years of loving.
You Gin.
So you deem it enough to put all your all into a harlot
Leo.
Did I have anything to do with you becoming one?
You Gin.
So you feel responsible.
Leo.
I do feel responsible and I care for you.
You Gin.
How much?
I will be with you to the end.
I will throw in myself within the limits you allow me.
I might do more if I feel I could and I could.
You Gin.
What if I refuse? Leo.
Then I can't do anything.
You Gin.
Let me just ask one thing. Do I make you feel alive?
Leo.
Yes. You do.
You Gin.
Do you need another kind of letter from me?
Not the one I had just written today?
You Gin